I'm crying so hard. I don't know what's happening to me. I cannot even see the keyboard. I am so desperate I feel in so much pain. I want to telephone someone but then I don't want to. I don't know what is it. I just feel in so much pain.I can't actually secream. But I'm screaming inside.I had such a bad day. It all turns around in my head. I feel like I'm exploding