I wonder what happened to my friend? Is she sick of me? or is she just doing her stuff? or why doesn't she answer me. I feel like Judi Dench in Notes on a Scandal except for the fact I am not a lesbian and a truly care about her. But I have no way to contact her except by mail and her blog.

So I guess if she is ignoring me for her own will, I'm screwed. And if she is in trouble. I'm screwed too because I don't really know.