Long lasting goodbye

I said I would write again the next Monday. But this goodbye should be written today, because I won't begin my new blog time carrying the past.

These couple of weeks have been really akward and difficult for me in more than one aspects. People I thought was supportive showed me their backs. Even if I had never knew their backs.

So, This is my long lasting -I don't know if everlasting- goodbye. I closed the cycle by mail, now I close at my blog. I waited for two weeks to have an answer to my truly desperate, concerned words, and I didn't have one.

I was an active reader going on a passive one. I don't read that often anymore, and at the beginning I felt so sad and so overwhelmed by the situation. But now I don't feel that anymore. Now I can spend lots of day without thinking about it.

So, perhaps I won't write in English anymore. I don't have anyone to read what I write in English, and all the people that does me the honour of reading me are Mexicans, or at least they speak in Spanish.

So, I shall write in Spanish again. Monday it is.

Anyway, thanks for what is worth.