Your real name begins with a T? Jajajajajaja... my real name is Charbelí. Weird ah? Yes, but I love it because I'm identifiable (is this word well spelled?)
My favorite friend in the world is now in Spain. I had another one, but i was in love with him. Awful story, but I'm now over it. Then I've had lots of favorite friends. But they are not favorite at all. I am a strange, difficult person. There's people around me all the time, but I'm alone most of it, because I think no one understands me.
I'm looking for someone who accepts me. Either a friend, either a lover. But I can't find a lover. And now I can't find the real friend.
I have faith in people. But I don't have faith concerning with myself. Everytime I trust someone, he/she dissapoints me.
I feel so dissapointed. Dissapointed of my friends, of myself, of life.
My real name is Charbelí. I love cats. But don't have one. I love art. I try to make art. But I don't know where to look for my way. Sometimes I feel my way is scaping and I run and run but I don't find it.
I want to cry. I feel releifed (Spelled right or wrong??) when I cry. But now I can't shed my tears. I can't.
Sorry for this post. I'm just so annoyed of life.
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Cry. And breath, then smoke a smoke and have a glass of wine. We can't take it all too seriously... It would kill us.
Cry. Trust me it does the world better, your world.
And please don't quit calling me jajajajaja, I love this.
Always be naive. Allow your spirit to flow. Don't get too old too early. There you will find your art.
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